Im here at Net Express making the most out of the an hour break. My class will be starting at about 30 minutes from now but still im fucking surfing the internet. Im kinda hungry and havent taken my lunch yet. But i did took a snack recently..ummm that was 4 hours ago. BTW, It s a Science enrichment class but i dont feel like going coz its really a fucking crap. Its a waste of time. Id rather be in this cafe` and spend my boredom all day than listening to the teacher who doesnt really make sense at all. Im really fond of updating my blog and friendster accounts and blabbing away all my experiences...

BTW, a lot had happened to me the past few days but i didn't get to post em all. Most entries are of lazy writings as sometimes Im regrettably too busy or too exhausted or too moody or too whatever else to write that perfect shit of entry.


Tuesday started out so right coz i unexpectedly saw him in a quiet and uncrowded place in Buhangin early in the morning. He looks entirely neat and cute with his uniform. He was reading a book on the sidewalk while waiting for something {or someone? }... I took a glance at him and wished he was sitting next to me. Wala akong magawa eh!...


Sa Filipino Class, we had a drama and i played the role of a daughter. It was really really funny for portrating that role coz everyone thinks i was a **crazy woman*. Ha! I had fun with it. I love acting! {a bit, rather than reporting}.


After nung presentation namin, nag perform ung guy classmate ko whom they d always tease to me {even though i don't like him}. As in mejo nabadtrip ako nang bigla. Its not because i was over reacting but ...alam mo yun, yung you dont know how to react tapos they were staring at you na parang ikaw yung may gusto kahit hindi naman. Yung kahit anong sabi mo ng NO, still they d tease you na para kang sirang plaka na paulit ulit nalang. Sinasabi nilang nagseselos ako na kahit hindi naman. I am not jealous okay and that is the truth noh. Ang kulit nila. Kaya nung SOC namin, ummm... mejo nadulas ako sa galit. Mejo napalakas ko ung boses ko. Sabi ko I dont like the person and why they kept on teasing me with him. Tapos nasa likod niya lang ako. I kinda felt guilty kahit papano. Pero im not that hypocrite to tell everyone that im okay. Im just being candid of what i feel. Basta ayun. Frankly speaking, tactless talaga akong tao. Okay lang man pag i-tease nila ako bah, wag lang sobra. Nung time na yun, i was totally fed up. Kaya that happened.


My day was ruined by that. And it did not end there. We had no room for our Major. We kept on transferring and our CI was really not in the mood and kept on scolding us. Tanga pala xa eh. Kasalanan ba namin yun? aber? Tapos pinagalitan niya kami ni Mhaya kase sige kami tawa. Eh gaga pala xa eh, kami nalang parati napapansin. Palibhasa insecure sa beauty namin. Lol. Tanga talaga! Ako nalang parati napapansin. Ako lang ba ang taong masama inside the classroom??? ****. Parang naga menopause na xa. Corny pa jud mag joke! OA pa jud. As in! i really dont like her.

Today, Wednesday... Im glad with my Anatomy Midterm Grade kase sa lahat ng subjects, parang yun lang ang tumaas... 1 point lang pa jud. from 81 to 82. Oist malaki na yun ah. Mahirap makakuha ng ganun sa Anatomy. Malaki na nga ang 85.


I didnt get to see him kanina but I have a plan. This Friday... LoLz. I really am obssess huh? I guess so? who cares? Im living my life the way i wanted it to be so fuck the hell off. Oopz. Sorry for those foul words.


Anyways, Im totally fed up by this woman who d always end up saying things about me. Well actually, she is our C.I. and i dont really find her as a good one. I just wanna skip classes in her subject but one thing has kept me remaining... the thought na its a major subject??? Yah. Patience. Patience. Patience is all i need to survive this one and a lot of guts and determination. This time, my grades are dominantly flunking. Thats for sure. My goal is to get at least 85% on my major sub. and