Bitch Alert!!! Bitch Alert!!!

Stop being a whore!!!!

You won't get anything from him!!!

He doesn't deserve your Tears..

He isn't worth to keep...

Coz your Everything, He's not..

If only i was a guy, i won't think twice to dedicate this song for HIM:

Maniwala Ka Sana
Parokya ni Edgar

nung una kitang makilala di man lang kita napuna,
di ka naman kasi ganoon kaganda, di ba?
simpleng kabatak, simpleng kabarkada lamang ang tingin ko sa 'yo.
di ko talaga alam kung bakit ako nagkakaganito!
ako'y napaisip at biglang napatingin, di ko malaman kung anong dapat gawin!
dahan- dahan nag- iba ang pagtingin ko sa 'yo,
gumanda ka bigla at ang mga kilos mo'y nakakapanibago!
napansin ko na lamang na nalalaglag ang aking puso.
bad trip talaga! na- i- in lab ako sa 'yo!
tuwing kita'y nakikita ako ay napapangiti,
para bang gusto kong halikan ang iyong mga pisngi!

CHORUS

minamahal kita! ba't di ka maniwala?!
anong kailangan kong gawin upang seryosohin mo
ang aking sinasabi tungkol sa pag- ibig ko sa 'yo?
maniwala ka sana, minamahal kita!
nasira na yata ang ulo ko, kaiisip ko sa 'yo
kahit saan tumingin ay mukha mo ang nakikita ko!
pero bakit para kang naiilang, ako ay iyong iniiwasan?
ako'y nahihirapan uy, wala namang ganyanan!
pakiramdam ko ngayon ako ay nagmumukhang gago!
ngayon ako'y nagsisisi kung bakit ako nag "i love you"!!!
kasi di na tayo tulad ng dati
ngayon sa akin ay diring- dire!

(CHORUS)

Sayang
Parokya ni Edgar


[*]
sayang bakit hindi kita niligawan
ngayon ako'y nanghihinayang
kasi naman tatanga-tanga pa ako noon
walang humpay na paghintay sa hindi
dumarating na pagkakataon



lagi naman kitang nakakasama
ewan ko kung bakit ba wala pa ring nagagawa
kahit na napakadali mong kausapin
ewan ko ba kung bakit ang hirap pa ring aminin

[repeat *]

madalas naman tayong naglolokohan
dinadaan ko nalang sa biro ang tunay kong nararamdaman
kaya siguro hindi mo sineryoso ang aking mga sinabi
'yan tuloy walang nangyari

[repeat *]

kakalipas lamang ng isang sem
nung makita kita na mayroon ibang kasama
magkahawak ang inyong mga kamay
ang dibdib ko ay sumikip
ang paglunok ko ay naipit
aking napatunayan na nasa huli ang pagsisisi
para bang gusto kong umiyak ngunit para saan pa
wala namang magagawa

[repeat *]

Vanessa has been teasing me again with our classmate in RS {Religious Studies}. I admit i had a crush on him before, but again that was from the past and he was probably repressed in my unconcious memory. You see, i liked him just for the first few days of school... But i realized he was not cute after all. So if ever that stupid friend of mine {vanessa} gets to read this, i wish you'll stop this silly thing. Puhleez!!!! I really don't like him na...Puhleez believe me Van.. You might think that i am disgusted with him...Hehehe.. What i could say is `am totally over him and that's for sure... Enough of it my friend...

And another thing pa pala... Still regarding these guys you're pushin' to me... Namely "Fate" and "Soul mate"...Oh com'n Van2x.. Kaw yata ang may gusto sa kanila.. Ayoko sa mga taong yan.. Wala akong gusto sa kanila.. Kung meron man, sinasabi ko yon sa yo.. Hindi kaya sila kagwapuhan {forgive me God for such words i utter..hahaha}..hehehe.. Malixosang babae ka!!! Alam kong may gusto ka sa kanila kaya they are free!!!! They are yours na!!!! Hehehehe... Oist tama na Van ba.. `am gonna spit `em out..Hach-ptOo..

I kinda got stumbled upon reading these touching love quotes online... so i decided to post it here so as to share it with you...

"I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last."

"Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?"

"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you."

"You're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache. I don't know why I give you the time. You're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness. I don't know why I wish you were mine. "

" One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life" I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me with out knowing that you are my life... "

" Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care, never talk about feeling if theyaren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart. Never sayyou're to, if you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then sayyou will try. Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry. "

It was definitely not planned but it turned out to be great!

Exams were over and the day after was Party Time! Yup! You heard it right... A break from all those exhausting Exams. . . The whole class decided to spend our so-called "Farewell Party" today, Friday {Sept. 23}. Well, everything was planned two days ago, it was really unexpected but who'd ever imagine that almost everyone is comin' after all.

Today was really fun. In fact, i just don't wanna let go of anyone coz i want them to be my classmates until i reach senior. I had fun every minute i spent in Mergrande, though i have sunburn and all tha' muscle pains. Oh well, me and my friends also took pictures of us and i think i look so pretty there . hehehe. I seldom get those picture perfect thing you know. `am no photogenic kid!


The only problem now is that i am totally burned! hahaha. It's obvious when you see my skin between my sleeves. I spend the whole time swimming under the sun playing with my friends. Too bad i didn't get to bring my swim suit. The beach is still great anyway.

To sum it all up, I had fun!!!!! There is still a Farewell Party PART 2! See you there!

Currently Playing: Especially for You


Me and my friends watched a movie called "Brothers Grimm". Well, i wasn't supposed to come if it wasn't for my friend who is celebrating her birthday. We finished the movie for about 6pm and i got home 7pm. I was almost late for church. Thank God my mom and dad was still there and i got to hitch. So ridiculous coz when i got home, i was rushing and i've thrown my jeans and shirt anywhere else and immediately worn my dress. No more combing, no accesories and no more powder. Geez. Time aloted was just a minute. Hahaha...

Tomorrow is our Prefinal Exam. 1 month to go and the 1st semester is finally over. Thank God. But `am nervous of the incomin' semester coz this time around, i have major subjects {that is, if i get to pass tha' NST exam}... I dunno if `am still gonna like Nursing...

i kinda got stucked with what Barney told me a while ago... His mom thought he was my hubby... {Laugh*}.. She kinda got paranoid with tha' 30 messages i've sent to his son. For God sake ma'am, don't take those messages seriously. It just so happened that i have unlimited text and i send Love quotes to everyone who's in my phonebook. It's no big deal for me, but the thought of what her mom might think `bout me...well it is! What could she possibly say??? That Mr. Edgar Sarmiento's daughter is flirting with his 15-year-old son??? Geez.. Hmmm.. she might think `am bitchy ... Well, if that news gets to my dad and my mom, then `am dead for sure! If Mrs. Cansancio is quite paranoid, then my mom is 10 times more paranoid than her. Nothin' compares the discipline of mum... Even though `am now 16 and currently in college freshmen, i still get spanked...

I have this new BGSOUND on my blog...Melodies of Life- Final Fantasy OST... really lurve it, man! Very heart-warming {according to Barney}... I kinda love to weap whenever i hear that music..

Anyways, i baby-sitted my li'l sis today and me and my mom kinda had a bonding session... `Am so grateful to her coz she bought me a new pants... {Laugh*so babaw!!!!} Well it really seems so unusual of her buying me somethin' unnecessary you know. She'd buy me one, `ummm for like once in a blue moon..

Oops..tomorrow's the deadline for our project and still i haven't done any. Piece of Cake!!!..Laugh!!! juz kiddin'.. `am a bit anxious `bout it... I need help!!! Okay, my mind's tellin' me, "Do it yo'self kid!You're old enough to do it"...Yeah,yeah,yeah...Well, til hea'..tatah..Aurevoir,Ciao,Buh-bye.

Geez..stayin' at home for the whole day really sucks...good thing i had may phone with me and i got to register with this *TODO TXT* promo... i texted everyone on my phonebook and i got to chit-chat with Bianca, a 4th year student of DWA... She asked me if i know someone named Sherwin and i said yes. Why of course, he's my classmate way back in freshies high and we're school mates now and `ummm i liked him... But anyways, past is past and so-so... Back to where i was, i was in total shock when Bianca said that HE is her hubby... What i knew was, Sherwin has a girlfriend named Jessica just by now and how come he'd become her boyffriend?? i was having a second thought whether i'd utter the words or not. Well, i said it anyway and she was in a state of paranoia. She kept on asking me and here goes me who's giving all the info's... Tha' Sherwin is trully nuts if that's what you call it... I got fooled by him too.{well, he said `am pretty and he likes me..hehe} He said some flattery words which every girl would love to hear. So upseting i was one of his victim but I got over him already. A two-timer-guy, that's him alright. Until now her girlfriend is still texting me. My phone neva' stopped beepin'... What the heck!!! I just thought of a conclusion, guys are guys, anyone has an expiration date for 'em...

just anotha' ordinary day..it was the last day of intramural and i wasn't eager nor enthusiastic to know who would be the over all champion... we were losers!!!! yeah, i already anticipated it. But one thing i got offended with was when the sophomores said we are far from being a nurse coz we still do have minor subjects. We don't have tha' RD subject yet. I ain't affected with that but still i hate bein' one of the freshies!

`ummm my new friend hea' Bernard was tryin' to mock up my site...{laugh..*}He likes these whacha call tha' again..Oh tha' so-called sparkling text effect i have in hea' and so i gave him my codes...But then he doesn't want to show his site to me..`wonder why?... i offered him help but he said "uh-uh"..nah!!!!.. It's okay!

Hey you won't believe what just happened to me a few minutes ago... i got to chat with this funny guy who claims tha' he barely knows me and yet he knows my full name and who my father is. Weird huh? But `am a bit impressed with him...`got those wit, men!!! He helped me with my project... He really is a quick-witted guy or is it just me who's a dull-brained girl... hahaha...til hea' CIAO

Feeling so distressed today with my period. Bein` a girl really does sucks. Imagine all your muscles achin'...What a burden.


Well, apart from that, we only have Chemistry Class for today and afta' that, dismissed! No P.E., hurray! But still, we rehearsed for our dance to be presented as our prefinals exam. Intrams will be tomorrow and tha' means we're gonna cheer for our team!!!!... My crush is on the same team as me so `ummm i get to see him tomorrow!!!...Gotta dress up nicely..{laugh**}...


Hey am kinda sad `bout my friend, Jenny Liguid coz she still keeps on skippin' classes. Well, Hello???..We're now in college, dude!!!..Even me, i missed tha' old times not attendin' classes but i should learn my lessons and do what is right. `Am just concern `bout her `coz she's my friend. We've been friends for almost 4 years and I understand what she's feelin' now. She doesn't feel tha' belongingness to her new school now. But don't take college for granted. Sounds corny but I was trying to attend classes and comprehend my lessons even if i hate Chemistry and Math, and though i hate some of my classmates. You see, she might waste the oppurtunity... I know she can do it coz she's smart... She's just too lazy for college.


Anyways, our maid bought a new cellphone yesterday..{social!!!**}But it's just a Nokia 3210 model. But still `am quite amazed coz her salary isn't tha' big to buy one... Well, `am quite happy for her coz finally she won't get to borrow my cellphone anymore.

How girls flirt!



1 She makes eye contact and smiles at you.

2. She hits you softly on the arm & laughs when

you say something funny.

3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.

4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.

5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!"

with a big smile on her face.

6. She asks you who you like or who you would go

out with seemingly interested.

7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your

friends & she is almost always next to you.

8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.

9. You catch her staring at you.

10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make

up on you.

11. Her friends outside of school & in school know

about you, &

says she talks about you a lot.

12. She knows your phone number & address.

13. She will try and talk, & spend time with you as

much as possible





how guys flirt



1. He stares at you alot.

2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )

3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to

start a converstaion with you

4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she

picked you up from school.

5. He blew off his buds to go see "a chick flick"

with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go

& didn't want to go alone.

6. He tries to make you laugh, even if he gets hurt

in the process

7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever

you
two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.

9. You were invited by him to a group outing.

10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.

11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort

sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder...

12. He remembers little things you mention in

casual conversation.

13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.

14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your
hair, face, butt, thighs, etc.)

Good news everyone! `got this new ultimate crush already! and his name is Earl Varun Joash Gonzaga..Long name huh?.. at first i really did not expect i'd like him because my first impression to him was a GAY.. actually my friend is the one who likes him. I dared to take picture of him over and over and over and over again, until i eventually liked him. I think because he looks so `paloy`.. but uh-uh, i don't think so.. Today he sneak into our psych room and me and my friends got to smell him and damn he's so `bango.. and that would be a plus 1000 points for him..!!! Geez i've got two crushes already and guess what they both start with a letter "E"..Elouie and Earl..nice one!

It's Friday, no classes and yet all freshmen nursing students are required to attend the seminar with regards to succeeding college. afterwards, me and my classmates watched a movie at NCCC entitled "Skeleton Key". Then we went window shopping. Ohh! so borin'... Though we did a lot today, i still did not enjoy my day. Am sad, bored and tired. I wanna sleep or watch TV or go net surfin'. I'd rather stay at home than go strollin' with my classmates. I wanna go out and do gimmicks with my friends. You know, FRIENDS!... The FLIP and the KhaPitLuGaw. I miss them. Right now am hooked with my PC, chillin' and eatin'... Hmmm, `know what, i wanna save my allowance coz i wanna buy myself a shirt and a pants and a whole lot mo'. I've got lots of cravings and yet a few money to spend. `Am havin' a hard time savin'. How i wish i could win that hundred-dollar in Reader's Digest. Oh! don't you know 'bout it yet? I submitted a joke to reader's digest to get paid with a hundred bucks. I sent two I think last month but still nothin' was sent to me through my email addy. Geez! I badly needed a big amount of money. I need to help myself and my family as well. I wanna work. We really are sufferin' from great poverty nowadays...that's for real. My parents are raising the four of us siblings with three of us in college. It's hard. I really pity us. Were damn so pathetic due to this crisis. I was just prayin' to God tha' we could finish college overcomin' the obstacles in this world. Hope there would be no temptations that would come my way. No guys ahead!... Geez!! I know nothin' bad would happen to me. Am just afraid coz a lot were saying that `am a quiet type of person and so quiet ones runs deep... I'd be the one who'll get married first, so and so. I hate it when they said that. I just pray to God that he'd forbid all of those. I know my limitations and i know i can't do such things. I will achieve my goal and that is to help my family.