Janry has a substandard grade in Research which means *a meeting with parents*. But he wasnt able to bring his dad nor mom coz they werent around, i guess. Hmmm... he must be so worried by now. I know he d be taking it seriously. He s kinda pathetic! LoLz. Anyways their prom will a saturday so that means, no classes for me... I have a dirty plan! I think i wanna come to their prom night. Just kidding! Just hoping i could sneak somehow...its a masquerade party anyway. I could somehow disguise and get my own partner. Ummm... why not try Mark? Hmmm... Oooohhh... Am i allowed to enter Grand Men Seng without any invitation? OMG. I wanna meet Popoy na! I ll be meeting him at Bunchang... wakekeke ^_^. ayus

Its already 11:05 pm and still im awake trying to post an entry and update all my friendster accounts. Me and my groupmates did our project but wasnt able to finish it so i got to bring home some card boards and had an errand to paint everything. Prior to that, we went to the mall and decided to try that so-called *tarot card reading*. Why not give it a try? Theres nothing to lose, right? Besides, i dont really believe in those stuff. But hey, when it was my turn, the *fortune teller* said may maghihiwalay at may magkakabalikan... and mahihirapan daw akong pumili sa kanila... basta yun na yun. Medyo tumama sya dun...hehehe.. totoo rin yung iba. kaya lang, may moments na hindi sya persuasive kase hmmm wala lang. Basta sabi nya may family gathering na mangyayari. Maganda raw relationship ko in terms of love life. Mahihirapan raw akong pumili sa kanila. hmmm... ewan ko. basta. Lingaw xa. kase medyo positive yung hula nya sa kin kaya ganun. Nahh, binubola ka lang nyan!!!!

O ayan, pinagsabihan na talaga ako ni bernard ng *obssessed kay janry* . Kung sasabihin kong hindi, it would have to be a complete LIE. I know i am obssessed with him. I know what im doing. I know this is wrong and i look so stupid. Pero alam mo, siya lang ang nakakapagpasaya sa kin nang ganun. Kahit paminsan nonsense yung conversation namin, masaya pa rin. Even if he goes online rushing to go home or busy making his projects, id still go for him kahit na medyo impossible! Kanina, nagchat kami ni janry and grabe ung saya ko nung makita ko ung name nya naka online! Two weeks to go nalang at prom na nila. February 11 daw from 7-11pm. di ko naman xa tinanong pero cge xa yawyaw about sa prom nila. Masquerade daw ang style, cool!!! Sabi nya maghahanap daw xa ng katabi nyang magpa pic... sana ako nalang... hmmm medyo nagseselos na ako...kung sino man ung partner nya, she must be so lucky to have him the entire night. haay!!! sana ako nalang. tama ka bernard, i am obssessed with him. Ewan ko. Kaka excite yung parating wala ung crush mo. Ika nga, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Xa nga ung nakita ko last wednesday sa may Bunchang. Haay!!! sabi nya hinihintay nya raw ung service ng classmate nya. ano yun?? carpool?? wahahaha.. cool. i have bigger chances of seeing him every morning... yehey!!!... Gwapo pa rin xa... sana bumaba nalang ako sa jeep nung nakita ko xa... wahahaha... nice one.

My life is somewhat like this one:

While you might be on the road to romance, there s a huge obstacle in your path. He isnt treating you with the same fervency that you re expecting. You hope and you wish, you wish and you hope, but he s squirming and seems uncomfortable in his current position. He s pretty immature and needs the backing of his friends before he can commit to anything. His sincerity is questionable and you re in for heartbreak. Time for a time-out and then you can see how you feel.

Cabee.. ano ba talaga? wont you make any move? geez... ang tanga! He s trying to pretend that he is numb with everything, when in fact, he already knew it. Na remember ko tuloy yung sinabi ng classmate ko noon. * hindi ka manhid, di mo lang talaga ako mahal*..parang ganun... kaka relate ako!!! But We both know what we feel for each other. Sabi pa nga nya * MU raw kami*... For short, hanggang crush lang xa. He doesnt want to commit to any relationship that s why he tries to be insensitive. Pero naisip ko rin, im just trying to make things complicated. Am not hoping na. Basta... alam kong may puruhang maging kami,wakekeke...joke!!!!!!!!!! Hindi ui. Joke lang. Basta..kahit best friends lang, okay na. Love ko pa rin xa kahit anong mangyari. Kahit hanggang MU nalang.. ok na...wakeke... in fairness he s a soulmate-potential. wakeke^_^...

I got a 64/90 score in anatomy exam (lecture). not bad for a girl who spent chatting and blogging on the eve of the exam. I am completely satisfied with it and felt happy for myself and my classmates as well who got a passing score too. Youd barely pass in anatomy unless you are a complete NERD who could understand all anatomical and biological terms and spends spare time on reading those tons and tons of books...anyway, i really am surprised! only two subjects to go and that would be NCM 100 and NCM RLE. hope id get through all these stuff.

ive been hoping that God would be answering my prayers and my loved ones would inspire me to strive harder despite the obstacles. Sana 99% inspiration and 1% perspiration lang eh maka perfect man lang ako sa exams.LoLz.

There was or there will be a scheduled outage of Blogger.com and BlogSpot this January 24, 4:00pm PST. Dunno what time that is in the Philippines but am making the best out of the worst. I spent almost half a day in front of my baby, PC. LoLz. I will be updating my blog twice today even though its our exam tomorrow, probably Anatomy (lecture).

Anyhow, i forgot to post some blog entries the past few days so i will be spilling everything out. Last Monday, I was scolded by our CI (Clinical Instructor), Maam Lumakang, for not performing my RD, well. I dont know what was my score but im still hoping it was a passing score. LoLz. It was really an emotional day for me. a dramatic one. Well, i did the scenario all by myself. I dont wanna let anyone see me crying, you know. I cried for not doing the RD right. Actually, the emotions i had wasnt just drawn from that RD thingy, it was also because of my lolo who was suffering from stroke, my dad who was worried with lolo, my grades in midterm which is all seemingly flunking, my friends who seemed to have left me, our lifestyle which is not turning good, and a lot more. Janry said, it is just normal to experience such things like this because it was God s purpose and it was written in the Bible. Its true. This world really is soo unfair. God i wish the world would end right away. But the thought that there are dreams which are still not fulfilled makes me think it must not come to an end. Not now. Haay basta. Masikip sa dibdib. I tried to stop the tears from falling but i cant handle it. I would go to an empty space and pray and sort things out. Still, i am fortunate. I dont need to worry that much coz God loves me. I know these are all trials that has to be faced. And it is God s purpose.

Anyways, I also got to chat with Ylyssa Valdevieso, YM ID is yly_29 . She said, janrys got a crush on me. Wakekeke. Oh well, i utterly miss him. I miss him. And i saw him kanina. And i did a good job in anatomy. See? Its a matter of prayers and inspiration to keep things up. haay bongga!!! i love my cabee... we were meant to be!!! kapalmoks!!! wahas talaga!!!

I just saw him early this morning as i was riding the jeepney heading for school. He looked damn good with his uniform {kinikilig!!!}. Nung nakita ko xa, i felt like getting off the jeep but i thought of not doing it kase inisip ko "gwen, today is your exam, you prepared for this, tapos, magpapa late ka for a guy?". Well, am not even sure kung xa yun pero from a distance, i saw his face, the height and the Pisay Logo. Grabe talaga. My heart says, he is cabee. Even if i was uncertain of who that guy really is, whether he's janry or not, he certainly did made me smile. Oh well, i did a great job with my Anatomy... ummm not really that good but i was able to answer despite my usual trembling of the hands {whenever i get nervous}. I prayed many times talaga. Then, i prayed na sana di ako ma mental block. Muntikan na nga eh. good thing my prof put a resting station in the lab {cool huh?}. the moving exam was really time-pressuring. Wala talagang makakaperfect nun. ummm... cguro sure answer ko dun, more or less 15 lang. sana makachamba sa iba. But the good thing about anatomy is, if you fail, you are surely not alone.... isang barangay tayo!!! ang saya-saya. pero ayoko kayang balikan ang anatomy. pero in fariness, enjoy xa!!!

my grades are flunking. Im beginning to deteriorate and i know why these things are happening. It's because i wished for it. But fulfilling this stupid goal isnt just right. Im beginning to feel disappointed about my grades. I just dont like the feeling. Whoa!!! Id be entirely busy for this upcoming week since we will be having an exam and the ever terrifying RD. From Monday to Thursday i will be offline. Friday? perhaps i could. Haay basta. the previous week really sucks primarily because it was the worst birthday ive ever had. Second, i got a 28/50 score in NS. really sucks. Whats next? Anatomy? RD? OMG. I think i need someone to inspire me. Someone... someone... My gosh! Its been a week full of bloopers. I think i need to chat with cabee. cabee. cabee. cabee. just needed the encouragement from him.

hi..i'm here at net express. i just took my 3rd dose anti-hepa earlier this morning. It really hurts. My friends, Mark and Gaw got to accompany me. I made a treat for the both of them. I was the one who paid the fare and the lunch at Port Cafe:( No more money! huhuhu... I miss my cabee.

Anyways, speaking of cabee. I got to chat with ylyssa last night. By the way, Ylyssa is from Pisay and a good friend of cabee. marami akong mga names na gi mention from Pisay then sabi nya kilala nya yun lahat. sabi ko friends ko yun lahat thru the internet lang. Ang kaibigan ko lang personally is si cabee. Tapos bigla nya nalang sinabing may gustong babae raw c cabee. Medyo nasaktan rin ako. Eh, ang sabi nya may girl daw na dinala si cabee sa school nila nung sci camp last October. Long hair daw. Tapos may kasamang Bading. My God. It's me!!!! M.U. pa jud daw sila...wakekeke... omg. it was me all along. hihihi..kapalmoks ko noh??? parang na liver spread ako at that moment.

So I still have time to blog despite my tight schedules, huh?And i really miss blogging. I must say, i barely go online nowadays {missing a day or two is BARELY}. But, yeah, it is true. I also miss going home early and chat with my precious cabee. I know, i have been utterly insensitive about what's going on, but what can i do, Im tanga. It's been a week since the last time we chatted. I really miss him a lot. And the sad part was, he didnt get to greet me on my birthday, neither the eve of my birthday. But still it isnt his fault coz he was online on my birthday. It was mine. i got home late, you know. Perhaps we will chat tomorrow. And I will make sure that he wont escape from me. LoLz.

My lolo was confined at the ICU in New Era General Hospital yesterday due to stroke. My dad was completely worried about whats happening to lolo but he barely shows that he is. He just keeps everything to himself. He does not even cry. Its just isnt right. And Im both worried with my two fathers {dad and lolo). My dad said lolo is unconscious and he might be in a state of comatose. My mom and I (and I guess the whole family) already had a dreadful experience about people admitted to the hospital. And I don’t want that to happen again to my family. My grandmother {mom’s mother} was also confined in the ICU way back 5 years ago. We spent 8 months in the hospital and nothing really happened. Lola still died. So when a person gets admitted in an ICU here in the Philippines, expect the worst, death. Unlike in America, if you were that critical, you still have hope for you to be cured and stay alive. (Which Id always see on the reality TV). Dad said, its okay for him if lolo is going to die (GOD forbid) because he doesnt want him to suffer anymore. It’s quite true, but still its hard to say stuffs like that especially if its your father you are talking about. Circumstances like this are not easy. You should be strong and tough to face whatever consequences it may be. Dad really loves his father. When he was still young, His parents are less fortunate and cant afford to send them to school. So my father was the one who really worked hard and stand as a father to his siblings. He did this because he loves his father. And now, everyone is just panicking but my dad was still showing he is calm. Even if he is hiding his feelings, I know he is worried coz I can see it in his eyes. He has those teary eyes but he stops those tears from falling just to show us that he is okay.


God, please help us. We really need your presence. My dad needs you. Give him strength to endure those obstacles he might encounter.

Just like what i used to say, losing him is like giving up my happiness...but it isn't just my own happiness we're talking here, it's HIS, too. So, what else can i do if the one he loved and treasured most is not me? Nothing... His heart now belongs to that someone, a someone who's far more beatiful and witty enough to suit him. So there's no more reason why i should hold on to him coz apparently, he's not into me. I knew it from the very beginning coz it was clearly obvious... I know he's got nothing to do with this... he doesn't even know i'm falling for him. He's so numb to feel it and i was so foolish of not seeing the reality...

It's quite impossible to win him who's seemingly perfect in almost everything. He doesn't deserve someone minute like me. He's religious and smart and i'm sinful and dim-witted... There's nothing i can brag about...nothing.. I'm just merely a Nobody...

omg. valedictorian rin ang kapatid? now that's amazing!!! very well-disciplined..ang galing talaga!! pano kaya cla pnalaki ng parents nila?? parang library daw ang bahay.. grabeeehh!!! basta..bilib ako sa kanila.. magaling talaga..kakahanga.. super..

He claims that he's boring but i think he's not. I really don't find him boring at all. How come he's boring if he sparks my interest on chatting with him... I tend to be ecstatic whenever he's around so what's so borinf bout that?

Bursting Out my Emotions

Feeling ko yung journal ko today was just beating around the bush... ang pangit ng pagka construct..magulo maxado..i suggest you not to read it..LIBOG!!!

Okay..Ummm...How do i start this thing? Hmmm...Okay..I'm really really bothered on what he was thinking 'bout me right now. He might think that I'm a bitch or something kase feeling ko he's the one who's pushing me away.. don't know if he thinks i'm flirtin' but for me, the whole thing was merely nothing.

Ganito kase yun. I like him {a lot}. But it's just simply an admiration, no more, no less. Kinikilig ako at nasasaktan for him pero hanggang dun lang kase wala na akong karapatan. There's that so-called "boundary" kase and I cannot cross that line basically because he doesn't like me; I'm just a minute compared to all {i mean ALL} his achievements; He loves that someone; His first priority is his family, etc. Alam ko naman from the very start na wala yung feelings sa 'kin. So, hindi rin naman ako naga expect kase noon pa lang, nakita ko na sa FRIENDSTER niya ung mga testi 'bout how he fell in love. And i know, seryoso siya sa girl na yun. So what did i do, then? Alangan, padaplin as usual!!! Pero syempre, kinaibigan ko yung tao. Hmmm.. at xempre di naman rin ako plastic para sabihing wala na akong feelings sa kanya. In fact nagmumukha na nga akong tanga sa kakagawa ng fairytale namin na parang basura. Syempre, minahal ko na rin ung tao pero bilang isang babae, i am not really that kind of person who keeps on hoping. Definitely, I'm NOT. Perhaps, there are times that I dream of him as my guy but it's quite impossible. Fairytales do not exist... So the point here is, "Hindi ako naga expect ng kahit ano in return", "I'm not asking him to love me back". Of course, bilang isang babae, wala kang karapatang manligaw. Basta... Sana lang, wag nyang ipamukhang may mahal syang iba dahil alam ko na from the very beginning. So ang tanong is, does it hurt? Hmmm...Hindi naman ako hypocrite para sabihing hinde diba? Xempre may point dun sa pagkakaibigan namin na feeling ko "ang ganda ko" {hehehe} tsaka ung feeling na "haay eto na ang soulmate ko" {hehehe} and "okay, he's the one!!!"... But, i have nothing to do with it. I'm just a girl.. wakekeke..^_^

Eto pa...kung malaman man niyang may gusto ako sa kanya, nah, that's nothing!!! Sanay na ako sa bistuhan!!! Ang saya!!! There is nothing to hide... I have nothing to lose... Let them think I'm aggressive and a bitch or a whore...Wala akong pake!!! Basta all i did was to tell the trruth noh.. Honesty is the best policy..AYUS!!! Mahal ko pa rin xa {corny kaau ka gwen} hehehe... yun lang...hehehe..

mood: totally exhausted

Yeah you heard it right. Really felt so exhausted. It's really tiring when all you did was to sit still for 3 hours. Well, anyway, i got to report and did a role play on our NCM RLE which is a major subject. Really had fun but at the same time, i felt upset for some reason. Right now, my head is really aching, and i'm really really hungry!!!

Hmmm...

i think i love him. i don't really know what's the difference between love and infatuation. it just felt so weird... really weird. Chatting with him is like leaving all my worries, griefs and sadness behind {cheesy as it sounds, but true}. It really freaks out the hell out of me. Is it love? Hmmm.. here's what. I care for him. I was worried when i found out that he drinks {alcoholic bev.} ... Worried when he's really busy because he might get stressed out... got discouraged when i found out that he likes that someone.. rejoiced when i found out that he likes me too {that was way back our childhood}.. gets too ecstatic when he's online.. trembles when he calls me by my name.. and a lot more.. basta.. masaya ako sa piling nya {yun ay through chat nga lang at text} I really miss him. twice pa lang kaya kami nag meet. A trip to Mintal is not easy ha. Mahal noh! Xa lang ang lalaking pinuntahan ko pa talaga and it cost me a lot of guts, courage, alibis and MONEY...hindi madali ah.. Especially because, ang daming matatalino dun, nakakadegrade... You would really get intimidated to them noh..basta ui..mahal ko xa... un lang..

A message to my fellow batchmates:

Just wanna apologize to Ana Mae and to all my batch mates for not coming on our Reunion. Anyways, musta na kayo with your studies? Me? So far, BIO 4 ang lowest having an average of 81... Mahirap talaga ui! i can't even believe i've passed the subject despite the failing grades i had in our quizzes. College is really an exhausting experience considering the fact that you really need to be well-determined with your studies or else, you'll mess up with your future. You will never go wrong in High School. Good deeds nor bad deeds are definitely just a sugar and spice factor. What sparks the most is the fun and excitement of it that bring out the best and worst of everyone. If ever i had the chance to go back from the blast of past, without any second thoughts, i'd definitely choose the moments i had in high school. Perhaps na notice nyo bat ako naga drama dito. It's merely because, i can't stand this life anymore, a life where everything has to be done perfectly, a life where you can't be goofing around, a life where you only taste the bitterness of an oblivion. Waahhh... It's really tiring... Pag college, Sige lang study pag may exams, unlike sa high school na pwede lang manood ng TV or mag net the night before exams. You can't rely or depend on anyone when you're in college. Kanya-kanya na!!! Pag nangopya ako, it felt like my conscience is bothering me kaya sariling sikap jud in times of quizzes and exams.

I really really miss you mga classmates... Losing someone like you is like losing half my happiness.. naks naman!!! uyyy nagdrama si gwen.. asus..tarush lang yun ui.. nah!!! i really mean it guys. I do miss you a LOT...

An evolution of Friendship to Love

a fairytale that happened outside the book...

author: anonymous

FIRST CHAPTER

Our friendship began when we first took our steps into the real world of learning. We were both very much competitive but the more we compete for the top the more I fell for him. I was an introverted kid, then. I don’t know how to speak in front of a crowd. He would always reprimand me why I did “this” and “that”. He taught me with my Math problems and encouraged me to aim for that spot, the spot we were aiming, top 1. I’d always aim for the top just to impress him and my family. I was always good but he was much better, a thing that did not even made me feel envy.

Time passed by and my feelings grew and grew and he turned out to be my very first crush. For the past 10 years, I could still spell his name from first, middle to last. I never did forget him. The time he left was supposedly a time to rejoice since I finally got my happy nerves on the top. But still I was the second best and will always will. A year passed and I deteriorated. From top 2 to top 15… until I’ve reached graduation without having any award…Never heard any news about him.

CHAPTER TWO

October 08, 2005, Saturday around 9:00 pm. A night after the congregation, my family and I and a few friends went to a “kainan”… I wasn’t in the mood that time and so I just zip my mouth while everybody was busy chatting. After I ate, I just slouched, the usual posture I have, then stared blankly at a corner. “the day you said goodnight” by hale was the song played and suddenly mom had this look which is seemingly shocked and surprised so I glance at my back and saw…. Him. The world seemed to stop and made me stuttered. He approached me and took a hand shake, and everything just turned out soooo right. He asked for my number, so-so.

The day after that moment we met was the day we started texting until he then asked me to their SciCamp. I kinda hesitated to come, merely because it's my mom's birthday and Mark did asked me to accompany him with his enrollment. So i kinda thought of not going. I told Mark about it and he wanted to go just for fun... Good thing Mark had this errand and was given a big amount of money by his mom so we got to afford the fare and the snacks.

To cut the story short, we met and chitchatted about our lives when we parted ways.

Everything was utterly amazing considering the fact that Davao is a big place and still fate brought as back together...naks!!! And up to now, we still keep in touch and often chat.

CHAPTER THREE

January 02, 2006, i got to greet him on his birthday... He was busy making his Research Deffense but still managed to reply to my messages...

January 04, 2006, We chatted and talked regarding his studies and his upcoming college life...

January 06, 2005, really had fun arguing with his religious belief. He stands in his principles and so do i. We turned out to be believing in the same faith after all. Funny. This day was also the first time he uttered "mwahugs" to me ( so cheesy!) We also texted each other and he pretended to be a girl named Venus! Nice one, cab! You really got me on that one!

January 07, 2005, discussed about my project which is an "F" Research Paper (Failing Research). It was the first time he dropped me a testimonial, not bad!

January 08, 2005, i tricked him with this online crush detective and discovered that I was his very first crush too...So cheesy!!! It felt like I'm floating in the air... My God, is this real or just a dream? If it's a dream then i don't wanna wake up... hahaha...

ABANGAN ang susunod na kabanata...

To be continue..

Eto... i'll be using the dialect nalang muna on my entries... So kahapon, nagchat kami ni Janry. He finally finished their research defense or whatsoever. Tapos my uncle from states invited us na mag dinner sa labas so fortunately, Janry was about to log out na rin so i said goodbye and turned off the PC. Tapos nagbihis ako. Sinuot ko ung pink shirt with matching apple green na bolero and then white pedal pants. Then, punta kami ilustre, sinundo ung kuya ko na naglalaro ng DOTA. Nag decide kami kung san kumain...Pizza Hut na naman!!! I'm kinda sawa na rin sa pizza kaya lang paminsan lang to so why not go with the mahal na pagkain. So, of course, sky's the limit ang drama kaya tig fafamily size pizza kami as usual... Kala siguro ng waiter hindi namin alam ang pinag-oorder namin... Ano kala mo, ignoy kami??? Kexo ti-iisa kami ng family size, na shock ka pa!!!... eh ganun ang gusto namin eh.. aside sa nag order pa talaga kami ng pizza, nag take-out pa talaga kami ng another 3 family size pizza..haay grabe.. feeling ko na hypertension na ako ba.. may hang over pa nga ako sa new year tapos i'd eat a whole pizza pa jud.. ang taba taba ko na talaga.. ang mga bilbil!!!!! haay naku!!! tapos nag basketball ako kaninang umaga tapos tumakbo ako ng mabilis para at least ma burn ang calories kahit papano..kahit 0.00001 calories man lang.. ang hirap talaga magpapayat ba!..baka di na mag kasya yung 2 piece ko.. wahaha..eh nung high school ako, sexy pa me.. payat pa talaga ako..eh ngayon, naturingang baboy sa kainan...tapos buti na lang bukas, may pasok na..at least mkakapag exercise na ako kahit akyat-baba man lang ng stairs.. haay!!! kaya lang ayoko pa talagang pumasok ba..nakakapagod pa.. ang sarap kayang matulog ng walang iniisip na assignment..walang project..tapos ang sarap nang matagal gumising .. wednesday pa jud ang class ba... eh may atraso ako sa isang lalake.. nabisto na ako.. wahhhh...kakahiya noh..

Tama ba namang gawin akong panakip butas sa babae niya? Tong batang to talaga... Ako ang ginagawang dahilan sa pamilya para lang mapagtakpan ang tunay na mahal nya. As if, he likes me and he's crazy about me, yun pala yung nasa school nila. Ang buong akala ng mga kamag-anak niya masaya siya because of me, but the truth is, behind his smile is another girl named... never mind!!! hehehe... Ang dami ko nang kahihiyan sa mga lalake ha! Akala siguro ng pamilya nya, am crazy for him because we chat and text each other. But i really don't deny the fact that i did send him a number of text messages. It wasn't a big deal naman. Pero, still, it's okay. Walang problema kung ganun man ang isipin nila. Basta ako, masaya ako sa piling ng iba... at yun ay si Nerdy...

Nerd na kung nerd ang itawag nila basta, hindi yun nangangahulugang bawas points ano. In fact, it served as an x-factor kumbaga... Matalino, mabait, religious, magalang, gentle man, talented at para sa 'kin gwapo yun ui. Regardless, kung gwapo ba xa o hindi, i still like him...naks.. kadramahan na! hahaha.. the topic gets easily diverted talaga when i reminisce about him. He is my reverie 'ika nga..

~`*New Year's Resolution*`~

1. Balanced diet

2. Exercise Regularly

3. "magkaroon ng tungkulin" and be fully devoted to it

4. Join church activities

5. Try to live my life frugally

6. Try to talk at church

7. Minimize "Laag"

It felt so blissful knowing that he’s not avoiding me at all. Haay!!! Ang sarap pakinggan… It felt so blissful knowing that he’s not avoiding me at all. Haay!!! Ang sarap pakinggan…

currently chatting with Pisayan Guy

Apparently, I'm chatting with him but i hesitated to because I think it's his sister again. So I kept on asking him about some little details about our childhood and he managed to answer it. So i guess it's him alright! It's his 18th birthday today ang i was utterly happy and felt so great coz i got to greet him... I thought I wouldn't but i did!!! It's so fortunate that he was online on his birthday coz i don't have to call him in their house.

The only thin' i hated 'bout him is "matagal magreply!!!" As in!!! He is so damn diligent with his studies that everytime he goes online, research paper nalang ang parating ginagawa... Pero okay lang... I understand him. Mahirap talaga training nila sa Pisay. Matatalino rin ang mga karibal. Wahas!!!

Happy New Year!!!