It really felt so disconcerting when you get to be so eager to do lots of stuff in life and yet you can't. Why does life has to be so unjust? Why do i have to undergo such grievous disappointments and worries? all those dreams and aspirations i was pondering for a long time seemed to be null and void. I wanna get through all of these dilemma, but i don't know how. The enthusiast running through my veins almost runs out dry. All these worries wringed myself dry. I am drowned with this emptiness and soon will be wedged and loose a grip. But if ever i fall , i hope YOU (whoever you are) would grab my hand tightly and pull me up from that pitfalls of my life.