a long time ago, i prayed for my dad to get well. I told God that I*d rather be poor than to have my family ill at ease. I*d rather have no money kaysa makita ko silang naghihirap because of any illnesses...I guess this prayer I just uttered has finally come to its realization. My dad now was having a progress pero take a look at our wealth, it*s sinking. Our bank accounts were almost empty. Wala na rin maxadong mga clients ang dad ko. Also, may mga buyers ng mga lupa kaya lang, they*re still very picky. They havent made up their mind kaya no commissions and attorney*s fee on our part. We*ve tried every single means of having money, not to mention, we*ve called my uncles from the States to send us money. We even thought of borrowing money from our friends. Also, naisip ko rin na iprenda yung singsing ko. After all, i dont really wear them diba? As in. Gusto ko nalang iprenda yung sa akin para lang makatulong ako sa gastusin kase wala na talagang ibang paraan... I know its kinda weird why we*re striving hard from poverty when in fact my father is a lawyer. We should be fortunate enough among others. But bakit kami nagkakaganito na halos gumagapang na lang. Is this what my prayer had cost us? geez. I'd say pinaglalaruan lang kami nang panahon. When everything gets too tough, I think we should always ask for God*s guidance. Siguro He*s mad at us coz we spend money a lot. Also, i dont pray that aften na. parang tinatamad na ako kase wala naman akong dapat ipray since its vacation na. damn ang tanga ko. ang selfish ko. Haay ang daming gastusin. Enrollments, Graduation payments for kuya, Water, light and phone bills, etc. ang dami!!! how i wish makaya namin ang pag subok na to.Siguro may pagkukulang kami sa Kanya or something. God please help US.