..`really hate people who would just suddenly perceive you as . . . this...that...this and that..yadda yaddah. It*s as if they really know you that well to the extent that they*d judge you in front of many people. We don*t even live and the same crib to tell me those absurdity. Even my family don*t have the prerogative to tell me such things since they dont really know what I did and what I feel. I just cant stand it why of all people, why would a friend do that to me...It really sucks a lot! geez. I like her but it seems like she*s the one who*s putting a gap between the two of us. She*s the reason why I*m starting to hate her. And so there are times that i merely tend to become very pretensive to her. hohum. I hate her. I hate myself. I hate this life. I hate everything in me. F***.