No formal updates lately. Those are of entries which do not really make sense. I wish to spend more time with my PC but its kinda blurry and needs to be replaced with a new one. How much does a brand new monitor costs? or a brand new Computer Set, rather? I wish i have my own notebook computer or a cellphone. LoLz. I think i really need one. I guess im just sick of all the school errands. I need my therapy... my computer therapy, its my way of relaxing rather than meditating or whatsoever.

Oh, i almost forgot, today is a Valentines Day, and everybody's got a date. Wish i had one too. Oh well, its okay as long as i have my family with me ad of course my GOD. Anyways, my update is about hmmm... guess what? or guess who, rather? Janry, again! The endless blabbing of gwen, kaloka!

Ummm...wait, i'll watch GKNB first...(12:12pm)

Im back!

Yesterday, February 13, 2006, cabee and I chatted... The conversation we had was not as sweet as it was. Or shall I say, it wasnt sweet at all!!! It was as bitter as a bitter oblivion. I did not like him last night. It was as if i dont know him anymore. He has changed a lot and he doesnt sound like the happy janry i knew. He was not in the mood yesterday that all he blabbed about was their *almost imperfect prom*. He spilled out all his grim thoughts to me which really made me upset as well. I dont want to hear him dripping all those sadness with me coz he s causing me too much sorrow. I know he was just being candid with his feelings and he still managed to chat with me and made me smile despite his busyness. He knows i was disappointed with him last night coz he left me empty.

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:27:24 PM): gwen.. ...im kinda too tired na... sorry to leave u empty...

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:27:27 PM): nid to goo...

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:27:35 PM): i think im gona rest... for few hours

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:27:37 PM): den back to work

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:27:52 PM): ok lang yun ui

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:27:59 PM): thanks for chatting..and ur presence.... xnxa na.. this week maybe my badtrip week

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:28:17 PM): ok

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:28:32 PM): God Bless

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:28:38 PM): bye

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:29:43 PM): bye gwen

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:29:46 PM): nyt nyt. . . .

MY STATUS was " still a NOBODY "

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:30:09 PM): change ur STATUS... before u log out..it doesnt fit Y.O.U

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:30:26 PM): wag na

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:30:33 PM): it fits me....

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:31:55 PM): the girl hu told u that it FITS you..is NOT Y.O.U.R.S.E.L.F...

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:33:08 PM): then who the heck is she if she's not me?

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:33:55 PM): one things for sure: NEWG OTNEIMRAS... ur RetroPerSonaliTy...

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:34:09 PM): God Bless... f8 it..

Afterwards, we still had a few conversations after we uttered our goodbyes.

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:47:25 PM): gwen..got to go

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:47:27 PM): nyt nyt

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:47:33 PM): God bless

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:47:36 PM): bye

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:47:44 PM): so tired

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:47:49 PM): byye

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:47:50 PM): ok sleep ka na

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:47:57 PM): bye

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:48:02 PM): gud nyt

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:49:52 PM): xoxo

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:50:45 PM): bye

gwyneth (2/13/2006 8:50:54 PM): xoxo

``cabee (2/13/2006 8:51:14 PM): aishteru amigos

These posted conversations were merely just a part of our nonsense tête-à-tête. And he stresses the phrase "aishteru amigos". Yah right, we are just FRIENDS, dont rub it in puhleez!!! it hurts a lot!!! Ouch!!!