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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Bad trip talaga...
Kainis talaga this day..xenxa na if I'm using the dialect. Bad trip talaga as in. If it's true na may gusto talaga yung tao, then hanggang dun na lang okay!!! Wala na sanang kanchawan lalo na pag wala naman talagang gusto yung babae diba... I felt so disgusted kanina sa kanya kase trying hard masyado. Buti sana kung pasado sa standards ko. Eh ni kalingkingan, WALA... Ayoko sa kanya kase FEELING masyado... Nakakainis ang taong yun. Duh...makalagot jud xa super.. mugara pa jud pag sungugon mi..BAGA xag nawong!!! ayun, nakapag bitiw tuloy ako ng salita..sabi ko "YUCK!!!".. totoo rin naman...Another thing is, MANIAC xa... HINDI GWAPO.. HINDI MATALINO, HINDI IMPRESSIVE, TRYING HARD, at higit sa lahat HINDI XA ANG TYPE KO... Di bale na rin kung di gwapo ang importante ay yung ugali. Eh ayoko talaga sa ugali nya... AYOKO SA MGA TAONG AGRESIBO at KULANG SA PANSIN AT TRYING HARD.. mas gusto ko pa ang mga TORPE...NEVER talaga ako madedevelop sa kanya noh... never...never...binubwisit nya ang araw ko... xenxa na sa bad words..wala ako sa mood today...

Saturday, November 19, 2005

No more Blogging for me...{huhuhu}
No blog entries, lately...Let's just say I'm getting "serious" now. I'm studying my lessons now and am doing my homeworks. {would you believe that!?!}...This semester is going to be tough for me and needs a lot of adjustments to make. Probably because I've been so stubborn for the previous semester and in my high school days as well. It's time to put things back to normal. Starting over??? I just realized that I've missed so much in life. I messed with it and things didn't turn out to be the way I wanted it. The blame goes to me again... I wasn't playing fair for myself. It was all my fault. Now I just wanna learn how to love the profession i chose. And I'm going to be stucked with it for 4 years. So expect me not to be online that much often like i used to be... Til here..i'll be missing my PC...

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Dear Gwen,


Thanks for visiting my website, www.123numerology.com


As promised, below is the "mini-reading" we created for you just now,


all together in one place so you can print it for easy reading.


Over the coming weeks, I'll also be sending you a wealth of
free


numerology information, including a complete tutorial
on numerology


and the astonishing way in which numbers influence much, if not most,


of our lives.


You should also receive another email, entitled "RESPONSE REQUIRED".


So that I can send you your full numerology course,
simply click
on the link


in that email (otherwise I won't be able to contact you again).


The entire course is completely free, and naturally you can cancel at any time,


should you ever decide to do so.


Thanks for joining me; I hope you enjoy this fascinating journey


of discovery ...


Best regards,





Blair Gorman


www.123numerology.com




Free Numerology Mini-Reading for Gwen


Birth name: Gwen Gravador Sarmiento


Date of birth: January 17, 1989



Let's just start with one of the most basic calculations ... your "life path" -- based on your birth date of January 17, 1989 -- is 9.






How Is Your Life Path Calculated ?


This is calculated in four steps:


1) Add up the digits in your month of birth (if more than one digit)


2) Add up the digits in your day of birth (if more than one digit)


3) Add up the digits in your year of birth.


4) Add up the answers from (1), (2), and (3) above.


With all the above calculations, we keep adding until we end up with a single digit, or an 11 or 22 (which are special cases in numerology, known as "Master Numbers").


In your case Gwen, you were born on January 17, 1989.


Your month of birth is January, which is the 1st month. As 1 is a single digit, there's nothing to add here


Your day of birth is the 17th. Adding 1 + 7 gives us 8.


Your year of birth is 1989. Adding 1 + 9 + 8 + 9 gives us 27. Adding 2 + 7 gives us 9.


The totals, then, are 1, 8, and 9. To get our final answer, we add these three numbers together: Adding 1 + 8 + 9 gives us 18. Adding 1 + 8 gives us 9.


Your life path says a lot about you, so please read the following very carefully ...






Gwen, your Life Path of 9 ...


You are a deeply spiritual individual who often displays a deep interest in religion or the occult at a very early age. In fact many nines grow up to be psychics, healers, priests and nuns. You probably feel responsible for keeping up the morality or spirit of mankind in some way, or even responsible for their very souls. This is why many nines also end up working for the law as policemen or judges or in some aspect of spiritual or psychological counseling.



The emphasis of your life path is on finding ways to communicate the divinity of man in a practical context. As many nines are also very artistic, this connection with the higher powers might also be expressed through a talent such as writing, music or painting.



At some point in your life you have probably sworn to yourself to make this world a better place. You are extremely compassionate and feel above the matters that you feel causes factions of society to be divided. You are very aware of feeling as insignificant as a grain of sand in the Universe and believe that materialism, prejudice and lust just don't matter in the long run.



You have a charismatic and very open personality that attracts you a lot of friends. You are very social, sometimes at the expense of your other responsibilities. Sometimes a number nine might take too much time out during the day "to smell the flowers" and incur the resentment of those that are left to pick up the slack.



Your attitude towards life in general is very selfless and you usually have a good connection with God or a higher power. However often the number 9 faces a unique challenge at some point in his or her life that seems to be a test of faith. Usually this incident takes the form of a devastating personal loss, disease or some sort of tragedy. This triggers a period of time that lasts a few years that is often called the "dark night of the soul." It is usually during this period of your life that you find the extreme courage and strength to become what is called a wounded healer.



Your life may seem too tough to handle at times which makes you vulnerable to finding substitutes for the family unit. As you are naturally very lonely and insecure, you are particularly vulnerable to joining a cult or becoming fanatical in the religious sense.



If you are a number nine you may find your life seems more difficult than others. This is because it is common human nature to take advantage of your compassion, empathy and generosity. It may seem unfair to you that others do not appreciate the spiritual gifts that you have to offer, especially when you demand so little materially from the world. This is part of the problematic path of the number 9 who is often fated to learn that the path of true compassionate does not necessarily result in spiritual rewards for the healer either.



Although you may feel quite clear about your divine purpose and goals in life, others may perceive you as weird or spacey. This is why it is often difficult for a number 9 to keep a job for long. Relationships might also be very difficult for a 9 to sustain, as this particular path is a rather lonely one. Part of the 9's spiritual development is usually being presented with situations that force them to let go of emotional situations and connections that might interfere with the higher purpose that the cosmos has in store for them.


Your _Expression - which describes your potential natural talents and abilities - works out to be a 6.






How Is Your _Expression Calculated?


What we are going to do now is turn all the letters in your name at birth into numbers,


using the following chart :



















































1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z

In practice I put the vowels above the name and the consonants underneath. This is because your Soul Urge is derived from the vowels alone, so it makes it easier at the next step to do it this way.


Again there is one exception to the rule and this is with the letter ‘Y’. If it acts as a consonant and is pronounced it is classed as being a consonant. If it is not pronounced or acts as a vowel it is classed as being a vowel. The ‘Y’ in Yolande, for instance, would be classed as being a consonant, but the ‘Y’ in Larry would be classed as being a vowel as it acts as a vowel.


Let’s work out your _Expression number, Gwen :


Using the above chart we would put a 7 below the 'G' of your first name. We would follow this with a 5 placed below the 'w', then a 5 above the 'e', a 5 below the 'n', and so on ...


We then carry on in the same manner with the rest of your name. When you are finished, you should end up with a chart like this:











































































5
1
1
6
1
9
5
6
G
w
e
n
G
r
a
v
a
d
o
r
S
a
r
m
i
e
n
t
o
7
5
5
7
9
4
4
9
1
9
4
5
2

Now we simply add up the numbers in each row.


The top row: Adding 5 + 1 + 1 + 6 + 1 + 9 + 5 + 6 gives us 34. Adding 3 + 4 gives us 7.


The bottom row: Adding 7 + 5 + 5 + 7 + 9 + 4 + 4 + 9 + 1 + 9 + 4 + 5 + 2 gives us 71. Adding 7 + 1 gives us 8. .


We now add the total of the top and bottom rows, which gives us 7+8=15. Adding 1 + 5 gives us 6.


And so, Gwen, your _Expression is 6.





What a '6' _Expression Means About You


Now that we've done the calculations, what does this actually mean?






Gwen, your _Expression of 6 ...


Your Potential Natural Talents and Abilities


You are a peace loving, harmonious individual who is a natural born diplomat. You detest conflict and will bend over backwards to make others happy. The ultimate height of your personal self _expression is healing. Nothing gives you more satisfaction then knowing you have corrected a situation that was whirling out of balance.



You express who you are by caring for others. This is why so many sixes are doctors, healers, counselors, psychologists, policeman and therapists. Your philosophy usually relates to the idea that the world can be healed of all its ills if we heal one person at a time.



You have a brilliant, creative mind and many different talents but chances are you will forsake a career in the limelight to work in humble, yet helpful occupations. You are quite philosophical and believe that one should sacrifice oneself for the good of all.



You excel at making others feel good about themselves and have the ability to instill new hope in lost hearts with a kind touch or wise words. You are also a very affectionate person and comfort others with your easygoing nature. Others are attracted by your empathy and your friends often seek you out for advice.



You make a wonderful parent and teacher and have a way with children. At some point in your life you may find yourself coaching, mentoring or adopting a child or a teenager.



You are naturally full of vitality and enthusiasm. You exude a personal charisma that makes members of the opposite sex consider you to be a "catch." Once you are caught you are usually loyal to that one person for your entire life.



Honesty and openness is very important in your relationships and if someone breaches your trust you are not likely to speak to them ever again. You consider yourself to be a very ethical and moral individual and are deeply pained by any situation that falls into a moral gray area.



You are also deeply spiritual and have a great faith in a higher power. However when that power seems to let you down you have the power to spiral down into a deep depression. As you are all about balance, you are a nightmare to be with when life knocks you out of balance. You may express your bitterness at being let down by God with addiction, codependent or destructive behaviors.



Sometimes you may also mistakenly believe that your mission on earth is to set things right. This can lead to a fanatical need to prove a point or get revenge on the individuals or organizations that you think are causing the disharmony for yourself and others in the first place. Many activists and cult leaders are number 6's who have succumbed to this kind of black and white thinking.



On a less extreme level, your concern for others may be perceived as interfering or meddling as you just can't help yourself when it comes to helping others. One of your life challenges is to let others make their own mistakes rather than trying to save them from themselves.



You often dress conservatively and are humble in your appearance. This is because you spend so much time focusing on others rather than yourself. Ironically, you may be good at caring for others but not so good at caring for yourself. If you are a six it is important for you to take time out to pamper yourself every now and then as your tendency to overwork yourself can lead to health problems in the future.





Now, Let's Examine Your Soul Urge


(also known as your "Heart's Desire")


We have already done all the mathematics necessary to work out this number. It is simply the total of the top row (the vowels) of your full birth name.


In your case Gwen, this totals 7.







Gwen, your Soul Urge of 7 ...





What You Desire To Be, To Have, and To Do In Your Life


The highest calling of your soul is to learn about everything scientific and esoteric. Your thirst for knowledge is only quenched by copious hours alone spent studying your pet subjects. This can be any subject as many of you aspire to have brains that are the equivalent of Alexandrian libraries.



You love to read and subjects such as history, science, metaphysics, physics, archaeology and religion fuel your rich imagination with inspiration and ideas. Many of you are geniuses, plain and simple.



Others may perceive you as very cold and even socially dysfunctional but actually your detachment from others is very spiritually sophisticated. You don't like expressing your emotions and like Dorothy Parker said you believe that "spilling one's guts is as ugly as it sounds."



Your reluctance to let anyone get to know the real you is an innate defense mechanism that prevents you from being hurt by others. You better than anybody know that knowledge is power and you don't want anyone to have power over you. This is because you often perceive relationships and their accompanying dramas and emotions to be an intrusion into your personal headspace.



You are usually a dreamer rather than a doer and best suit an occupation that allows you to sit and conceptualize to your heart's desire. Money means nothing to you as all of your riches come from books and learning however many of you often end up in well paid positions simply because you are brilliant and excel in school.



As you are so helpless socially and often unkempt personally as well, one of your greatest wishes is that someone will come along and take care of you. As you are so charming and humble in a mysterious way you usually luck out in the romance department. You have a knack for attracting individuals who need to feel special by being aligned with someone special and your eccentricities certainly fit the bill.



Your tendency to isolate yourself can also lead to distorted perceptions of reality and cognitive disorders such as obsessive compulsion and paranoia. It is a number 7 who is most likely to develop an obsession with a celebrity or create a conspiracy theory. Those are extreme examples but you need to realize that you are only human and that a lack of human contact and especially affection can distort your personality in unpleasant and unproductive ways.



As you are not that concerned with sex your libido which is often badly suppressed may also express itself in odd ways. It may manifest as a mania about a topic or obsession with cleanliness. Like a pure bred horse, you need a practical-minded steady companion to reign you in when your imagination goes wild.



You may also have a tendency to get stuck on one person whether the love is requited or not. You may idealize this person and see them as a symbol rather than who they really are. In romance, you really do need to watch a tendency to project the qualities of a god or goddess on a quite ordinary person.



Living too much inside your head might present a lifetime's worth of challenge for you. Your cool personality often makes it difficult for you to make friends. Opportunities often pass you by because your brilliance makes you forgetful. The best way to draw your soul out of the either and back down into your body is to work out and exercise regularly. Long walks alone in nature can help satisfy your need for both solitude and grounding.





I hope you are enjoying this brief glimpse into the world of numerology -- the science of numbers, which governs much - if not most - of what happens in your life, your relationships, your health, and your economic future.


Sincerely,


Blair Gorman


123 Numerology.


p.s. One last reminder: If you want to receive my entire numerology course


for free, please remember to click the link that appears in the other email


I sent you, entitled "RESPONSE REQUIRED".

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Darn, it!!! He got disconnected!!!!
I should've waited for him to go back online... Last night he just suddenly went offline without even telling me that he's going. I knew it!!! He was just disconnected and didn't mean to leave. His smilie icon was gray {which means he's offline} but this morning i saw it yellow and a status message was "I'm on SMS"... Urgh!!! I should have stayed yesterday and waited for him. He rarely chats in YM and we haven't chatted for a very long time... Anyhow, i saved our short conversation yesterday.
Enrollment...
Finally i'm through with my enrollment. I got home early today and I've got a money left for me. Mom sure is nice today. Hmmm..still thinkin' how to spend a small amout of money.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Exhausted..
Feeling so exhausted with the enrollment... standing there for the whole day falling in a long queue is absolutely tiring. I know Brokenshire has a high-quality of education but when it comes to enrollment seasons?? It really sucks.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder...
Anyhow, i took a romance test online and part of the test is to make a wish on the eleventh number. As soon as I did, HE went online. Guess what was my wish? It's probably HIM...so a wish come true, perhaps??? I got thrilled and amazed yet so happy to see his name online. We chatted for just a few minutes... I think he's doing research papers again... urgh! Perhaps he doesn't want to chat with me or maybe he's just too busy to do silly things... Waaahhhh!!!! I really miss him.

Monday, November 07, 2005

Life here at home isn't that much fun although it is far more better than school since i get to munch anytime, stay up all night long and wake up late. Anyhow, the girl you once knew as skiny is now chunky because of my daily lifestyle. I get to eat almost every minute, and as always i am a couch potato, watching TV with a chow next to me, and eventually i get to sleep with my tummy bloated... geez. Perhaps, I should lose weight probably as soon as possible.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Why does it have to be like this??? Our paths just never meet!!! Darn it., I was in the chatroom almost everyday and he wasn’t around. And now that I got sick of it, that was the time he showed up. Urgh!!! Does this means we weren’t meant for each other??? Oh com’n… I still have a stake for him, a chance for me who's hopelessly in love with him.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Call me Stupid...

Currently watching "The Wedding Date" {again??}

Just a word from him is enough to satisfy me. Knowing that he's okay would brighten up and complete my day. Though I know it may seem degrading and disgraceful on my part, but it was worth it. He sure did made me smile. You see, I don't care what people say 'bout me. It's just matter of trial and error. I know I'm not perfect and I've tried not to do it but I guess I'm just human, got those imperfections. I don't know what's going on to me. Let's just say, I don't wanna let this oppurtunity to just pass by.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Just a moment ago, i watched The Wedding Date which is merely a romantic film. I now consider it as one of my favorites. Imagine hiring a guy for $6000 just for a wedding date. But hey, the guy is worth every penny. You know what I mean? He's precisely what a woman wants! Not to mention, he is a total hunk. He is a good-looking man and a good kisser, too. Lolz. If you'd see it, you would definitely know what i mean.

Everything was just a dream...
He held my hands and invited me for a dance. So i did! After we danced, i went back to my seat. As i was staring at an empty space, another guy just approached me and ask me for a dance, again!!!. I was definitely not a wall flower that night! I just can't remember who those two guys were. But they seem so familiar. Everything was so romantic that night until . . . POOF!!! It became Koko crunch!!! Darn it. 'Twas just a dream!!!

Reality stinks...
Dad woke me up early this morning and i just nodded and went back to bed. He woke me up again for the second time so i had no choice but to end up my day dreaming. Immediately, i went to the living room and took my phone. I was really anticipating to receive a message but nothing popped out. I got sad for awhile and eventually i decided to watch a movie.

The Ice Princess...
A hilarious and heart-warming movie that everyone will love. A story about a girl named Casey Carlyle, who longs to become a graceful figure skater champion is a brainy misfit with a strong-willed mother pushing her towards Harvard University. But then she followed her heart and find herself transformed beyond her wildest dreams.

At the beach...
We went to a beach where a church activity was about to be held and fortunately i saw one of my crushes. I was quite distracted when he glance at me while eating. Lolz. What I notice was, my crushes would always caught me eating! Just like HIM. Not the one I'm talking about now. Ah basta yun na yun... You see, the events have a resemblance. I should always be eating in public huh? Coz i might see HIM again if I do. I really miss him na.