It's Friday, no classes and yet all freshmen nursing students are required to attend the seminar with regards to succeeding college. afterwards, me and my classmates watched a movie at NCCC entitled "Skeleton Key". Then we went window shopping. Ohh! so borin'... Though we did a lot today, i still did not enjoy my day. Am sad, bored and tired. I wanna sleep or watch TV or go net surfin'. I'd rather stay at home than go strollin' with my classmates. I wanna go out and do gimmicks with my friends. You know, FRIENDS!... The FLIP and the KhaPitLuGaw. I miss them. Right now am hooked with my PC, chillin' and eatin'... Hmmm, `know what, i wanna save my allowance coz i wanna buy myself a shirt and a pants and a whole lot mo'. I've got lots of cravings and yet a few money to spend. `Am havin' a hard time savin'. How i wish i could win that hundred-dollar in Reader's Digest. Oh! don't you know 'bout it yet? I submitted a joke to reader's digest to get paid with a hundred bucks. I sent two I think last month but still nothin' was sent to me through my email addy. Geez! I badly needed a big amount of money. I need to help myself and my family as well. I wanna work. We really are sufferin' from great poverty nowadays...that's for real. My parents are raising the four of us siblings with three of us in college. It's hard. I really pity us. Were damn so pathetic due to this crisis. I was just prayin' to God tha' we could finish college overcomin' the obstacles in this world. Hope there would be no temptations that would come my way. No guys ahead!... Geez!! I know nothin' bad would happen to me. Am just afraid coz a lot were saying that `am a quiet type of person and so quiet ones runs deep... I'd be the one who'll get married first, so and so. I hate it when they said that. I just pray to God that he'd forbid all of those. I know my limitations and i know i can't do such things. I will achieve my goal and that is to help my family.